Thank you all for all the well wishes. Yes I took a major risk by quitting my job, but it had to be done because the job was killing me slowly from the inside and I was turning into a very hateful and bitter person from day to day. And I really didn't like how things were beginning to turn out. I hated who I had become, and it's just not right. Something had to be done, and I had to pull all my guts to hand the letter in. And that move felt so right...
Right now I'm clearing some things up with the HR (small matter, they like to make some fuss everytime cos they are so takut the staffs wanna cheat them. Doinks.). My kampung boss gave me an all clear for me to leave by the end of this month, but HR will have a small say in this as well. My kampung boss did ask me to reconsider again, but my mind is made up. Plus he kept saying stuff which I didn't want to hear from him again... "It's like that"... That's the problem if you've worked in this place for too long. You are absorbed into the culture and your work ethics become like so. This place hasn't grown since I joint it 3 years ago, and it's unlikely to grow any further with such a closed culture. Time to move on babeh.
I thank everyone for your encouragement and well wishes. You don't know how much it all means to me, but it does :) Every single one of it. Thank you.
*Note: My eyes still feel macam bengkak cos on Wednesday the whole team was in the office working on a very very x 10,000 last minute pitch. I only went back the next day at 12pm++
Saturday, January 22, 2005