:(
Feeling moody.
Feeling sien.
Feeling sick of what I do.
Feeling bored.
Need a change.
Looking for a change.
What sort of change.
I don't know.
I hate this feeling.
There is no passion.
Only monotony.
Tired of it.
Pointless.
No longer want to continue.
No more reason.
Don't bother asking me.
I won't answer.
Don't bother messaging me.
I won't reply.
If you asked if I'm ok,
I will only answer "I'm fine".
Period. End of topic.
I will choose the people I speak to.
I hate times like this.
What is passion for me is not for me.
What is passion anyway?
Something you truly feel deeply of?
Is it really passion or just a dream?
Doesn't really matter now.
I need to find a way to move out/on.
What a Monday.

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Casual Fridays
If it's one thing I always look forward to, it's Friday. Besides indicating the weekend is just around the corner (come on, you'll be lying to yourself if you say you don't like Fridays), Friday is also "Casual Friday" in a lot of companies. Which means the staff doesn't have to come in formal office attires (unless you got a client to meet or some boring meeting to attend).

On "Casual Fridays", you're allowed to wear your favourite jeans, your colourful t-shirts, your sneakers, a headband if you like. On "Casual Fridays", you get to toss your office attires aside and just hang loose!

Ahhhh~~~ Fridays.... Dontcha juz luvvit!

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Paintball @ Extreme Park, Sunway
Last Sunday, a group of neighbours organised a paintball (a.k.a PAIN BALL) outing. I was the official photographer for the event *hehe*. I'll let the pictures below do the summary.


One of the teams, Team Jibess, striking a pose. (the name JiBess was adapted from a local model's poor pronunciation in saying the words 'the best' in some radio ad)


That's hubby over there, right at the centre.


One of the wounds any player would get while playing paintball. Ouch!

Yup, everyone had fun that day. And I think the men are planning for a rematch some time next month or the month after. Hehehehehehehe!

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Random Conversation
*yak yak yakkity yak yak* *bla bla bla...*

Oli: "K... sale lor..." *blink blink*

K: " I don't wait for sales ok, I want I just go buy wan geh.... bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

A: "Yar, summore you dig through the bins for old stuff... bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

Oli: *stunned*... "All I said was 2 words...."

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VPLs Again
*Oli's rambling. Blek!

Why can't women dress properly? It is SO NOT SEXY to wear tight fitting skirts or pants with your granny panties. Or wear some black thong under that semi-transparent dress. DUH!

The above statement indicates a serious lack of fashion sense on our Malaysian women. I can't speak for other countries cos I don't know mar. Why is it Malaysian women seem to have poor judgement when it comes to dressing properly? Especially the VPLs, oh my gawd... *geleng kepala*. You see a hot looking bod walking in a mall. Nice long hair, tight fitting top and a matching pair of tight pants which accentuates her sexy curves and meaty butt cheeks. While you're salivating over the thought of smacking her butt, you see her panty line. Oh man.... there goes the smooth butt cheeks! Why oh why can't she wear a proper thong or even g-string? Sigh~

And what about wearing colourful under garments under that semi-transparent outfit? Sexy? Ok, maybe the guys will see it that way *ahem*. But seriously, don't you think you're trying a wee bit too hard to garner attention? I mean, if you're gonna be sexy, do it with class, girl. Wearing a bright orange bra and black thong with pink lining doesn't say you're sexy, it probably just says you're a little slutty.

Ladies, thongs and g-strings aren't expensive. Just invest in a few good ones. Make a fashion statement in a positive way. Be sexy for the right reasons. And if you're gonna wear white outfits, get some skin colour under garments. Seriously, the flourescent pink bra doesn't look good at all under that white top of yours.

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Mystery of The Pinkish Water
A couple of weeks ago, my colleague K, asked me what sort of liquid wash was our cleaning lady using. I asked K back, why such a weird question (by the way, I replied "water"). So K pointed out to me the weird pinkish water marks on the washroom floor. Even I found it weird as there were no smell/fragrance in the washroom at all, so none of us had any idea what the cleaning lady had used to clean the washroom and proceeded to let things be.

About 10 minutes before typing this post, I was using the washroom. While I was easing myself in a lady-like manner, I looked down and saw that very same pinkish water mark on the floor, just under where my slippers were. Curious, I lifted my foot up and checked...

I had solved the mystery of the mysterious pinkish water mark... My cheapo slippers had cheap dye :PpPpPpP *shy*

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Moi?
It was utterly upsetting to know that you thought I could be the person behind it. I, the mastermind. Wow, am I that influencial? Strange that I never thought of myself to have such power. Never mind that you're not insinuating it. The fact that the thought had even crossed your mind was upsetting enough. I don't know what really instigated such thoughts, what really stemmed the idea. But you thought wrong and I hope you know that.

I'm not an influencial person mind you. Nor will I attempt to influence those around me. It's just not right. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. I do not build ideas in people's heads. I only talk to people. How they react to it, it's entirely up to them. I do not control anyone's mind, no one should. I talk to them, give them both sides, and let them be their own judge.

If I'm really that influencial, I would be a politician by now. I'll be campaigning for my votes, going around visiting old folks & orphans, giving seminars and talks, and building my own cosy office using tax payers' money.

I'll be watching my words from now on. Don't be suprise if I choose not to speak so much.

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We Know Lah
Yea yea, we know you're getting hitched lah. Yea yea, we know you're marrying some datuk lah. Yea yea, we know it's gonna be a grand event lah. Yea yea, we know your gown's gonna cost several hundred ringgit lah. Yea yea, we know lotsa VVIPs (very very blablabla people) will be in your guest list lah. Yea yea, we know... we know lah.

Celebrities... just can't keep anything low profile eh ;)

It's such a norm to read about celebrities throwing grand parties and lavish weddings. And it's also interesting to read about their marriages breaking down and heading towards to divorce doors XD Spend so much on their holy matrimony, only to end up spending more on the divorce papers. Such irony, hor? Not that I'm being sadistic to celebrate should their marriages break down... But it's just so ironic for them to spend tonnes of money on their weddings, only to end up in Splitsville. Aiya, get married only marrr... small stuff larrr... *blek*.

Celebs... tsk :P

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Random Conversation
Via MSN

K says: M said she'll help us 'luk' her credit card
K says: yay
M says: i dun hv credit card
Oli says: i can help luk luk
M says: hahahahahhahaha
K says: buy as much as u want
K says: then apply now laa
Oli says: yea sale coming!
K says: wait wat?
M says: LOL
M says: suddenly remind me of IRC
K says: wat u waiting for huh.. of coz must have credit card ge marr
K says: aikss..
K says: asl?
K says: 25chi male KL
M says: 21 f pj
Oli says: 28chi F, 3 times a week, kj

*BWAHAHAHAHAHAA*

K says: 25 yes please KL
M says: 21 as much as possible pj

*BWAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA* *sniff sniff* *laff until tears all come out*

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It's Tough To Be A Woman
Yes, you read it right the first time. IT'S TOUGH TO BE A WOMAN! Sure there's plenty of perks around. Our own credit cards, plenty of lovely shoes and clothes to shop, facials, cosmetics etc etc But what I do not understad is... why do we women get "labelled" so frequuently!

Why must we be labelld each time we pass through a certain chapter in our lives? Especially married women like ourselves. SoooOOooo many labels. Why lar? Just because we're married doesn't make us different. Why all the labels like "ah-so", "aunty", "si-lai"? Tiu lah!

Fucking sien with some people today. Bah!

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Melt It Away!
During lunch, my colleagues and I chanced upon this ad selling some abdomen slimming crap on tv (the restaurant we went to had tv). This contraption was some "sauna solution" thingy, guaranteed to give get rid of that tummy of yours. Just wrap it around your waist, turn it on, and it will emit some heat to melt away all those unwanted fats that's been lingering around your waist. The result? A flat, attractive, toned and oh-to-die-for abdomen ;)

Hello... if those things really work, then those gyms can 'chap-lap' dy... Instructors will be jobless... slimming centres can close shop and everyone can balik kampung.

Such ads are so very misleading. No need for exercise, no need to go on diets, just wrap that thing around your waist and wa-lah! Instantaneous results! KNNCCB. Here the government is encouraging people to exercise and maintain a balanced lfiestyle, over there such ads are popping up telling consumers to use their slimming products. You really think that by wrapping such heat element around your waist, all the fats will just disappear, and be replaced by 6-packs meh? You dream until the cows come home oso your fats will still be there if you don't do something about it.

Now we have the uZap from OSIM, and Oto came up with something similar as well. Just wrap it around your waist, and you can get a 22-inch waistline. Wahlau, 22-inches, one taekwondo kick and you can break into half liao. Each time you go to shopping malls and see such roadshows, the sales people will surely approach and tell you how great their product is and urge you to try it. I hate it when some of them say "No need to exercise wan. Just use our product, guarantee very healthy wan"...

That fact that they degrade exercise is good enough for me to give them two tight slaps and a kick in the groin. If your products really works, then you would not need the celebrities to endorse the product for you larrr. uZap chose Marion from 8TV to endorse their product. Hell, Marion doesn't have a tummy, why would she need the uZap for? Go pick someone with a huge tummy, wrap the uZap around his/her waist, then sell your products lar.

Bah.

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Entertainment (adaptation from our local news)
*NOTE: This post was purely done for entertainment purpose.

On a certain minister that was given another car instead of the one he had wanted:
Minister: "I kate I nak itu Mikidis tu! Tu! Tuuuuu!!!!" *frus frus* *throws tantrum* "Bila I kate nak sampah yang tu pulak?!?"

On the MyKad issue:
Police: "Mana MyKad? Kasi cepat..."
Citizen: *gulp* *digs pockets* (whispers: Tiu lor, forgot to bring!) "... Encik, I lupa bawak..."
Police: "Apa! Lupa bawa! You pendatang haram ke?"
Citizen: "Bukan bukan! Saya olang Malaysia! Saya lupa bawak MyKad tadi!"
Police: "Tak percaya lu. You mesti dari Indonesia... Keluar!" *flashes handcuffs*
Citizen: "Saya olang Malaysia! Tak bohong niaaa!"
Police: "Cis bedebah!" *grabs baton and beats the shit out of citizen*

On the engagement between a local singer and his fiancee:
Guy: "Sudah-lah. Kita berpisah saje..."
Girl: "Tapi tapi..."
Guy: "Apa tapi niii... Saya dah famous ok! Tak payah pompuan!"
Girl: "..."

On The Deputy Prime Minister and his fines:
Minister: "I will settle the fines..." (whispers: Kanasai $@&%# Who the hell tai-chi all these saman to me?!?! #%&@$*)

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6 Degrees of Separation
Sometimes life is about being coincidental you know. I'm sure everyone of us has encountered it numerous times...

"Oh, what a coincidence! I know that guy too!"

"Oh, what a coincidence! I too like that fragrance!"

"Oh, what a coincidence! I also slept with your boss before!"

Ok, forget I said the last line, I was goofing about to entertain myself :P But the fact is, a lot of things we do or the people we meet, everything is somehow connected in one way or another. 6 degrees of separation they say... Sure or not, 6 degrees... I think it's way less than that leh... considering my world is becoming a lot smaller since last year :P (Dammit, can't even get away with murder when the people I know also know the same people I know). Confused? Good... cos I am too XD *slaps self*

I also just found out that my makeup artist reads my blog. Haha! And his colleague had left a comment as well in one of my post. How did they stumble upon my blog, I don't really know, and I'm not concerned as my blog is available on the world wide web, hence anyone can read it. No suprises too if my school disciplinary teacher is reading this as well (I doubt she can remember me, Oli is very low profile wan. You can't catch me! *runs away*).

Eddie, if you're reading this, thanks for a wonderful makeup job in Saujana for the reception :) And I hope you enjoy the photos taken that day!

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Sibeh Sien~
Always the first one in... last one out.

Sien ah!

:(

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Between A Man And Another
A friend of mine is going though a rather complex situation now. He's missing someone quite badly, and it's showing in his face everyday for the pass week. He's been feeling kinda stoned, to the extent he accidently cut himself while dicing apples and didn't even wince/panic. Yes it's true, folks... The feeling of missing someone does strange things to another *haha*.

I'm happy for my friend of course. He did confess that it's been a while since he had such a feeling about anyone (man). Although the other party hasn't really given my dear friend the response he's hoping for, never the less the other party has not reacted negatively to my friend's confession. And I would like to think that it's a good thing cos that would mean there's a chance. (K, if you're reading this, you didn't scare him so there's a good chance he's feeling the same way too, but he could be just shy!)

It's times like this that makes any relationship something to look forward to. An unsure path... It's fun, it's heart pumping, it's... it's... :P Reminds me of the courtship between hubby and me (when we first started out). A fondness between the both of us, a feeling of wanting each other's company. Such a warm fuzzy feeling. Heh!

How different is a relationship between two men? No different I assume. After all, it's a "feeling" between 2 individuals. Everyone has their right to a relationship, no? Who doesn't want to feel loved and be loved? Who doesn't want to be pampered by another person? Who doesn't want to spend quality time with another? Our sexual preference may differ, but we're still human beings, and we all have emotions.

I hope things wok out for my dear friend. And I hope he will always be happy :) *hugs*

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Saujana Reception: A Summary
Arriving at the resort at 8am. Photographer was already there.


My makeup artist making me beautiful :P


Photographer had recce the place prior to the event. This shot is just one of the artistic shots taken before the ceremony began.


Setup for the ceremony. Kinda like a garden wedding.


Cute bears greeting the guests as they walk in.


Both of us preparing to walk to the stage.


Exchanging our vows (no we're not Christians, anyone can exchange vows :P).


The happy couple (see the PS2 box next to the cake?).


The luncheon (there's more food at the other side).

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Johore Bridal Houses To The Rescue!
I was reading this piece of news with amusement:

"Singaporeans not only flock to Johor for shopping and food, but also for bridal packages... Like many Singaporeans, teacher Jessica Chen had her photo-shoot in Johor because there were more choices and she was getting value for money."

Hahahaha! Hilarious! Man, our Singapore counterparts must be goddamn pissed by now. Imagine losing a lucrative business to your next door neighbours :PpPpP

It can't be denied, the bridal business is one helluva competitive and lucrative business. There are people getting married every year, and these people would generally go to bridal houses for their selection of photography package. Some couples are also willing to fork out more just to get the "customised" package (customised gowns, customised wedding album etc).

Flashback: When hubby & I were doing our survey of bridal houses, our friends gave us their views of bridal photography.

Review #1: "No need to do lar, waste money only! After you take, the album will collect dust under the bed!" (this review came mostly from the men)

Review #2: "Must take! Memory mah! Later you grow old can look back at how beautiful you were when you were young! Must take!" (this review came mostly from the women)

If you were to look at the SS 2 area now, there are a total of 6 bridal houses (5 are in their respective bungalows, one in a shoplot just opposite). Big business, you betcha! If you're planning to get married, look around for a package that suits you, and don't feel pressured to take any package up just because those bridal people/your relatives keep pestering you to do things THEIR WAY :P

As for the both of us, we didn't take up any bridal packages. Hehe ;) And we're glad we did things our way, as it turned out so much better! Woohoo!

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Random Conversation
Via MSN (approx 4.32pm)
Hubby says: feel like playing god of war now 

Hubby says: wahahaha

Wife says: :S

Hubby says: so bad hoh.....

Wife says: ..........

Wife says: mebbe it was a bad idea giving u the PS2

Hubby says: :(

I gave hubby a PS2 as a wedding gift, and I surpised him with the gift during our recent reception in KL. He was suprised of course, and damn happy :D We made a deal though, he can play PS2 all he wants, but when I say put the game down and give me your all undivided attention, he has to do so XD

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Tired Face
I have a tired face today. Hehe...

I'm dreaming of my soft king size bed. With my pillow and bolster to hug.

I can hear the bed calling me.

Bleh.

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