Saturday, May 30, 2009

An Apology
I do not like the uneasiness triggered from the sight of them. The sight, the conversations, the questions surrounding the entire experience. I apologise for not being able to feel the happiness which they're experience at the moment. I am happy for them, but I'm unable to show it at the moment. Seeing them brings back a lot of memories. Memories which I want to forget.

I've already let go most of it. There's still a little bit more left which is lingering, and it's disturbing and annoying that it's still lingering like a worthless parasite (&@#$!). I want to completely obliterate it. I want to apologise to them. This is how I deal with my issues. I'm not in denial. But I am dealing with the demon within me.